Anti-control freak

I hate control freak. Whenever there are someone who wants me to do something, I call them control freak. They are annoying, aren't they? -- Why the hell do they care what I want to do anyway?

Obviously dnn knows this. He even remarked once: you are an anti-control freak. Whatever others say to you, you will surely act to the contrary, even when the others just wanted to care for me. This is a typical conversation between us.

me: I am so hungry. I am starved.
dnn: Go cook something! Find something to eat!
me: NO!

没头脑和不高兴

以前沙和尚高兴的时候，喜欢抓着我的手左右乱挥，有一次挥到门框上，我的手给碰出血，从此他再不敢这样做。

我们去买家具，沙和尚也是很兴奋的在show room里走来走去，忽然听到一声响，不知道他怎么就把一张餐桌的桌面给搞下来了。#·￥·%·#·%

前两天我在bookstore看到一个coffee mug，上面写着大字-- troublemaker。我迫不及待的买下来送给沙和尚做礼物。

我刚搬家来东部的时候，天气热得很，我每天都很烦躁。经常抱怨：me not liky。沙和尚说，you are so hard to please。

我回答，because someone always wants to please me。

My typical weekend life

Friday: happy, pick up dnn from the train station, relax, there is a loooooooooooooooong weekend ahead.

Saturday: watch cartoon, do laundry, idle, work a bit.

Sunday: Feel guilty, weekend almost passed and no work done, anxious, bad temper, dnn is scared and keep away from me.

Life is tough

I know I should be optimistic and always consider challenge as a fun game and battle with it. Then why do I always worry about it? I am afraid of failure. I am so scared that I would fail to such an extent that I even want to give up. I know, this thought is so shameful. And worrying does not help at all. So just stop thinking about it, and do the job.

我是做动感算法的小屁屁超人

娃哈哈哈哈。

动感算法：kinetic algorithms