Friday, November 26, 2004

Confusion #2

I am bad in making decisions. Whenever I plan to buy something I have hard time deciding which one to choose. It's just so hard. Everything has its pros and cons and it's very hard to decide which one to choose. Once you decide on one way, the other choice immediately disappears and looks suddently more attractive. I am greedy!

And I am demanding. I am very very demanding to myself. I want myself to be just perfect, nothing more, nothing less. Last night I talked with mom, I said I always focused on my flaws. I always use some maginifier to closely examine them. This habbit is not healthy and makes me depressed. It'll be good if I can stay peace with who I am sometimes. Everything in the world is about balancing. You desire to get more, then you take the chance to be disappointmented.

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