He is optimistic, as always.
When I was young, I play with girls that are always some years older than me. I was always the one chasing them and begging them to play with me. So I feel like I am always that one pursuing something more than what I am. This incompetent feeling is very hurting.
I was told by Qing some stories of a girl we knew. She likes to use some guys' feeling and steal their research ideas. Actually I don't really care whether this is true or not. There are always people like this and you can not avoid it. But there are also people who like to social and are very productive that way. I sort of feel I don't belong to this type of people and it's a little discouraging.
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